Saturday, October 29, 2005
It takes more than words.
It's very nice to hear
i love you from your bf.Well,it'll be better if he can show it.It's not enough when he say just for the sake of saying it.
I feel lonely now.Whenever he say those words,it sounds as though he is force for saying it.Sara,say them to me if you really mean it.
You said you'll call but you didn't.Called your hp but it was off.Where did you go?Stop lying to me,man!
Untill now,i'm waiting for him to say
it's me that he adore.I cry everynight.My tears are wasted over something i'm unsure off.Please,stop lying.Show me that you love me like you claimed.=(
Friday, October 21, 2005
Somebody,plz help me.Help me be STRONG again.I'm going insane.He's nowhere to be found in Singapore.He's in another continent.
Should I feel relief that exams are over now?Probably...But why am I not?
TO: Ma little SweEtHeArT...never wanted lose u gal... jus love and trust me and i will cherish u through out ma liFe baBy....... really i promise[He wrote this in Friendster]
Feeling empty now.Keep thinking of him.No matter where I am or no matter where I go,he is the 1 I think of.Is that love?I'm not sure of myself.
I want him home with me now,right by my side.
Honey,since you went away,I have been good.I didn't return home late,I didn't go clubbing and I dun smoke or drink.I abide by all of your rules.
A rule-abiding gf I am.
I've been crying @ nite since last Tuesday.Plz,help me be strong.AGAIN...=(
Monday, October 17, 2005
Thank you for the birthday greeting card,honey.You're the 1st one to do that,i mean,you're the 1st bf to send me a birthday greeting card.Sweeeet!!!
Hapi 19th birthday to me!!!Dah takde keje wish birthday sendiri.Crazy la this Little Miss.Ha..Ha..Ha..
I'm truly sowie,honey.
Let bygones be bygones.We can work things out.Come home soon.I miss u so much and love you many2.
PS:I would reali like you to say this "
It's me that you adore." Dun forget to buy souvenirs 4 me.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Received my cheque last friday.Got
LESS than what i've expected.My friends who worked less days than me got more.DARN!!!
To Chad:Thank you for being a friend.U did cheer me up.
Honey,it's been nearly a week.U didn't call or e-mail me.What's wrong?I miss you so much.Keep dreaming of you every night.That's show how much I miss you.Dun worry,i'll buy the HomeConnect card for you.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
He changed his status to
MARRIED.Married to who eh?To me?Awwww,I wish that's true.Perasan la saya.Tak tau malu nye Little Miss.
Honey say
It's me that u adore.
I want him home.Damn,I miss my chef.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
He wrote a testimonial for me.Awww,thank you.In it,he wrote,i'll always be his.Ha..Ha..Ha..Seriously,I find that funny.Relatively,funny.
I can't believe those words.Let me think,he would say "Ok then.Up to you la."Well honey,make me believe you.
Aniwae,I have been naughty lately.Going to skool after lunch.Worst,some days I didn't go to skool at all.Sleeping @ home.During this fasting month,I also have been disturbing my friends.Batal puasa eh.He...He...
Look @ this pic.Acting very naughty la.
Oh ya.Hapi 13 month anniversary to me and to whom it may concern.
Since you were gone,I didn't act as myself.Acting naughty was the only way for me to forget that you were gone.Come home,soon.We have loads to talk about.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
When will he write a testimonial for me?Aniwae,I've to wait till he's back.
Seems,we have drifted apart.=( Wonder,how's our relationship?I've no idea where I stand in his life now.It's very sad not knowing anything bout your relationship.
To him:Reassure me.You have to.Dun be tired doing that.
If I have to,I would.
When you left,I lost a part of me.
Is it so hard to believe.
Come back baby,PLEASE.
Cos' We Belong Together.
Honey,meet me once you return to Singapore.Please try your best to write a journal there.I just want you back here.I realised my mistakes.Things will definitely change and give me a chance to prove it.
We will only realise how precious our significant other is when they're gone.By then,it's too late.Treasure them while they're still around.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
I begin to wonder whether I'm his gf or oni gf.It may sounds stupid but I can't figure out why I think like that.He's in Taiwan now.I'm nt sure whether he miss me.Hope he does.
Keep thinking of him.I talked about him to my mum,ALWAYS.During dinner,supper,watching tv and etc.Paranoid,me?Nah...
Come home soon,honey.
Miss you.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
See the pic.That's my bf when he was in Taiwan on 30 May 05.That pic took place outside Starbucks.See his sweeet face and his teeth.Honey,close your mouth when take pic,ok?He..He..Like model who got rejected one la.Sowie honey,play2 oni.
I wish he's here with me.Start fasting with me.I can't cope without you around.No one to cook for me when I'm hungry and no one to feed me like you did.Ha..Ha..See,I'm dependent on you.Tat's bad but I like my bf to pamper me.Miss him loads.
Love you,sara.Muacks!!
Honey,cepat balik singapore.=(
